There is a part of me that's in disbelief about our upcoming move. Sure, we've talked about it for months, and I knew the time would go by fast, but with departure time fast approaching, I feel less prepared than ever (mentally, at least). In my mind I kind of stall the process, trying to trick myself into thinking that I have more time than I really do. Meanwhile, the world carries on, wasting no time in shooing us along. Already our life in San Diego is up for rent.